Yesterday was wonderful. I felt inexplicably good all day, for no real reason. Giddy almost, kind of like how I used to feel before I ever used any substances to get high, when natural good moods were a common part of my life. Today was the opposite. I was depressed all day. Maybe what brought it on was the anxiety pill I took this morning when I woke up at 7:00 and couldn't sleep. I was groggy all day and it turned into a black pit of depression. I'm coming out of it a little now. Prayers now, and then sleep, I think, and tomorrow is a new day.